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TemptationsI almost gave in to the temptations of  rock 'n roll  sex, drugs, and how the rest of the shit goes   
I almost swallowed that pill  and begged you to take me  into your bed   
I almost let you do it  and let you make me scream and hurt and  feel whole, if only for a minute.  
 
I almost wanted it to happen  wanted me high, you high,  us high together, wrapped in hotel sheets   
I almost fell into lust and  into your body  moaning for more   
I almost wanted you to  do what you wanted to do Temptations
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MeaninglessIt was meaningless:  The way you smiled at me,  How you fixed me,  Tied me up,  Sent me off,  A ribbon 'round my head.  
Was this meaningless:  How you wrapped your entire fist,  Just around my small pinky,  And insisted on carrying me on your back,  When I was drunk,  Dizzy, or stupid.  
It was meaningless:  The way your face lit up,  How childishly excited you were to be near me,  To call me,  To talk,  To live- for once.  Was this meaningless:  The way you said my name,  How you encouraged me,  And how you tried to make us fly,  So Meaningless
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Just to SayI just want to be able to say  I was with you  And now its over.  I want to say I've moved on  And that one night was enough.  I want to be over it,  Over you.  I want to say  I lived through it  That I survived your attention  And I got through all the fucked up mind games.  I want to say I'm better now,  Not even that much,  I want to say I'm not miserable anymore.  I want to say those moments  And kisses  And slightly more  Didn't mean anything  And I want to be able to say  I didn't fall for you. Just to Say
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Lust for YouI wanted you.  Even when I had you, I wanted you.  I wanted your fingers tangled in my hair,  and our lips colliding,  and our happiness lapping in and out,  soft folds, like sheets,  because couples do that-    they make each other angry and then happy,  It was our cycle, our way,  I was programmed for it.  
You were too, we all were.  
And when we held hands, I wanted you.  I wanted your sweatshirt that smelled of you,    and for you to turn to look at me,  and give me the smile that you had made for me.  And when you put your hands on my face, &n Lust for You
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Silly ThingsI still do believe in the silly things.   
Like hope, and maybe love. Sometimes.   
Like hearing the two  messed-up, low-down  druggie,  fuck-the-world kids talking  today.  And one saying to the other,  "No, way, dude.  I think metidation gets you  a better trip than acid."  And smiling to myself  because there's still good  if you look hard enough.   
Like seeing my friend  so happy finally,  with a woman  not a man  and hearing her complaints about her  mother's reaction.  And her looking at me to say,  "She's the best th Silly Things
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YesThere was never time  to tell you.   
Even in all the silences  when we would lie together  sharing heartbeats  and warmth  in the heat of summer,  when we were listening  to the breathing  of one another  and rarely speaking,  there was never time to tell you.  Even when you got so close to actually asking me,  there was never time to answer.   
"Did you mean what he told me you said?"  So innocent and adorable  in your cautious words.   
I remembered what you spoke of.  Did I mean it when I said I loved you?   
And there was ne Yes
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By Patterns of RhythmI wondered about  You.   
More often that I’d  Very much like to admit,  I thought of your quirks  That I  Don’t know.  Yet.   
So the way my mind goes,  By patterns of rhythm  And verse,  I supposed you into one of two  Categories of people,  And then I wondered:   
Do you hear the music  Or the lyrics? By Patterns of Rhythm
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My Week is Over

Thu Dec 17, 2009, 7:06 PM
I have gotten four or five hours every night this week despite the last night, where my body completely shut down and refused to wake to my 4:00 cram study. In fact, it decided to betray me completely and let me sleep through my actual school alarm for 6:00. I woke up at 6:30, ten minutes until I was supposed to be out the door.

Quite frankly, I was pissed. But I'm probably getting a 4.0, so I can't really complain right now. I can go to college and that's all that matters.

Boys suck. I'm too tired to think about them.

Break is going to be fantastic. Supremely so. :)

And who is excited for Christmas? I'm still in a daze- like I'm mystified that it's in a week. Exactly a week until I fall asleep to presents. I'm in love with the idea. Positively in total adoration of the Christmas spirit.

LA Project to do. No motivation.

"It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep, Because my dreams are bursting at the seams,"
Fireflies, Owl City

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  • Interests: Sociology, Life.
  • Favourite movie: Across The Universe, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Smart People, Almost Famous.
  • Favourite band or musician: The Beatles.
  • Favourite genre of music: Soft Rock.
  • Personal Quote: We are limited by thought; which is limitless.
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